termite, virus and cancer

exploit, destroy and dispose are what they're in common and what im doing. and my name is human being.
sometimes im a lover, yet "demon" suits me better.
who tastes no sweetness in life when the cloak of loneliness blind-folds her, engulfs her, reveals the the real her.
she's termite, virus and cancer

my happy ending

the day wdnt have to be started at 6 if there hdnt a portion to spare for sleeping. i long for watching sunrise but not for this day. the halo of dawn, the morning sea breeze and the haze make the morning more than beautiful already when time flies by, i wake u up before 8 and u murmur as usual for another 15 min sleep, alright, i give u... 1 more second. wake up!!! we go along the shore and than go up hill, talking every big issue to little things even silly things in life when we're part of the green misty mother nature. we head home to my parents' after lunch. they are happy to see us and let us in so as the four doggies, try to wag their tails off, jumping and dashing sort of things. the elderlies say im a silly girl. it's time to say good-bye when the doggies' shadows grow long. mama, papa, im sorry to be a bad daughter. it's ok as long as u're happy. good-bye, little girl. i go to the Peak and look at the magnificent night view of the city one last time, realize this is a view so enchanting i cd look at on and on. one last kiss, thanks for accompanying me in this last journey. and good-bye.