姊妹倆

不經不覺，妹妹姐姐被禁室培育了已經三年多，首先是妹 2006 年 3 月到來，沒想到，一個月後姐也來了。猶記得妹來的那晚，驚鴻一瞥那小巧可愛面相，搭配上肥碩圓滾的身體(雖然事隔多年，每每回想仍然無減強烈對比所形成之震撼)，七嘴八舌一輪道謝道別，便滿的士是「勾嗚」地回家去了，姐也是這樣回來的，我卻忘了帶姐姐來的，是不是帶妹妹的那個粉紅膠藍。

三妹黑白是妹妹姐姐大學時代的名字，回來後見她們是兩姊妹便這樣喚，沒想像力啊，喚着卻又衍生出千百個名字，算是嗜好。這是姊妹倆與我們倆共同生活的開端，然而這「我們」的故事，其實還有很多「她／他們」，經歷了很多、費了很大旳心力才成就得來。

姊妹倆曾經是很多人的心肝寶貝，在接妹走的那晚我們就知道，一雙雙不捨的眼睛，多少透著忐忑，要是這二人是壞蛋害了三妹怎辦？然而張婉雯小姐說，人與街貓的相處，就是只能為貓冀盼最好的結局。在她的著作《我跟流浪貓學到的16堂課》裹告訴了我，姊妹倆窩居這斗室前的大世界，她們的兄長及媽媽與愛她們的好人好事傷心事，我想像著那個粉紅膠藍還剩載過的其他故事，使我更明白，在香港作為愛貓人，總是淚比笑多。我也常常問自己，究竟綁架她們回來，要她們飽食終日免受風雨是否就是好生活？她們看來快樂，然而這種斯德哥爾摩症候群反應，又怎能與自由相比？或許也只能靠張小姐的朋友那番話，去調整這不平衡的心理：「其實，(這些事)做不做，你都會後悔。」是的，這也是運命交織的其中一種結果。感謝愛過三妹黑白的人們，她們除了因缺乏運動所以圓潤了點以外安好健康，是上天眷顧，請放心。也感謝所有出力愛過幫助過流浪動物的組織，更想謝的，還是這兩姊妹。

張婉雯 blog - 貓眼看世界: http://blog.yam.com/cym/article/22732495

waking up to a cell block tango

WARNING: if you are not a cat lover or if you do not understand cat behavior, please do not watch the video below.

on a tender morning like this, music comes into my life. when mui's ready on her flower, from ipod there goes waking up, i pat her along with the beat, she takes it and likes it as usual, my performance needless to say, bad. 3.15 minutes beating's over, cell block tango kicks in for jei's turn, i started as softly as the performer tells her sad story with light scratches and gentle strokes all over her, and then strong pats on her legs when the performer was agitated and finally killed. only this song has 6 ladies to tell 6 sad stories and kill 5 guys and im exhausted at the 5th lady saying she is innocent and trying to get some rest, yet, "it's not over", says jei, follows me to my room, k says u must finish ur job, the song hasn't end yet and so we laugh. going back to jei's book shelf to finish the hack work, i call it a music therapy, with pleasure, the song lasts 7.20. isn't it unfair for mui only got 3.15? that' s just life.

after the song ends, jei doesn't follow me anymore. does she know about the duration of a song and stop asking for more than she should? or she simply had enough? i have no idea, but my love for them is the one thing im sure.

waking up - elastica
cell block tango - chicago ost

alien masters

常常想那些來自外太空、恃可愛以臣服奴隸們如我輩的可惡生物——貓，深諳人語卻只選擇性去聽，火光的傻瓜映在貓晶亮滾圓的眼睛裹很愜意。那些眼睛裹的靈魂，也有著七情六慾吧，如犯上七宗罪都得下地獄，那每當姐仔黏膩著我，妹豬的眼神足以印證她已經手持一張印上「嫉妒」的地獄（貓科）通行証。至於姐仔之深藏不露，我們從未見過她還擊妹豬對她的襲擊，但妹豬的右額角常常出現一道血痕，想必不是妹自裁的結果，姐實在是個徹頭徹尾的美麗左撇子狠角色。有人認為 agyness deyn "cute and gorgeous at the same time"，然而這形容根本是屬於貓的。

look for an s!!

o係右手邊 Priceless 新增之連結 look for an s!!，係一個非常難 load 出厘 的頁面，其實係相簿，希望打算點擊的朋友，比多一點耐性。多謝。

貓奴之作